Sunnydsgirl

A reason for everything

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Peace by Sunnydsgirl, literature

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Peace

You know, you'll never see me graduate. But that's ok. You'll never be there to explain those pesky math problems. But that's alright. You may never comment on any more of my poetry. But that's fine. Because God needed you more then I did. Who am I to say no to Him? (He usually gets what He wants any ways, Even with my opinion) So in the mind of a little girl, You're with your Heavenly Father Earthly father, and a small dog named Coco. And in the mind of an older lady, You're singing all the praises you can, While Mum-mum play's the piano. All of us have our thoughts and wishes of when we join you. But this we know. We're g

Forgive me yet.... by Sunnydsgirl, literature

Sky's going by real fast, babe by Sunnydsgirl, literature

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Sky's going by real fast, babe

Chest on fire, Legs trying to stand, Leave the floor… Please just take my hand. (CHORUS) There's the moon, there's the stars, There's the Sun , there's the Earth And Baby, here you are, We're fallin', oh fallin' down deep, Stoppin' everything before we hit bottom, And slowlin' down to a creep…. Fighting to breath, trying to find the light, music's in my head, The beat has a bite. (CHORUS) Sensitive to everything, But numbness is there. Just thinking of you, Yeah, we're almost there…. (CHORUS) (BRIDGE) Here we go, here we play, Trusting each other, to not fall away, Here we go, here we fly. Fallin

Thoughts by Sunnydsgirl, literature

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Thoughts

Pain, hurt, confusion, anger. Pour it out on the page in words. Twisted, curled, black, torn. Empty place I never recognized. Ripped, blank, hole, sick What exactly happened? Words, overload, cramped, scream. I wouldn't have ever imagined it this way. Memories, stories, fun, excited. I thought it was forever. Mistake, loss, falling, nightmare. I saw this in my dreams once. Blood, red, scars, mind. Screaming my way out of it all. Mess, spill, clean, slip. Why did you have to leave? Arms, cling, hope, none I wanted to be held n loved. Never, forever, all, future My pain isn't explained at all. Less, cold, more, hate You're

Full by Sunnydsgirl, literature

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Full

I wish this never happened. It was only for a season. My head is full of words, My body full of emotions. My heart isn't sure what to feel, But then again it's broken anyways. My spirit feels crushed to bits, 'N there goes my self-confidence. Floating down with my trust. There goes another relationship. Another who said he could handle me. But ended up not being able to. And here I say whatever. As it tears me up inside. I never understood why pain could last so long And how I hold on to hurt, Because it seems everyone else moved on, Except for me. But that's normal anyways…

Second by Sunnydsgirl, literature

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Second

I lived in a fairytale, Amist dreams, n a bright future. I was naive, unobservant, and too falling. I knew things didn't live forever. That sin was for a season, And everything broke some day. But I thought love was different. I guess there is no such thing as love at first sight. Or first words…or sound… But I believed it for a second. And it's that second that broke my heart.

Parts by Sunnydsgirl, literature

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Parts

Jumping in excitement, squealing in delight. Randomly without notice, or reason. Everyone around me, thinkin' I'm crazy, But I'm just insane! I'm just another annoyance. It's my mask. Doing handstands in the grass, kicking the ball in the yard. Playin' like a child, carefree and innocent. Everyone around me, thinkin' I'm naive, But I'm just inculpable. I'm just gullible. It's my shelter. Letting the tears come down, trembling bottom lip, Broken feeling in the cause of the situation. Everyone around me, thinkin' I'm too sensitive. But I'm just troubled. I'm just another case. It's my rawness. Eyes without emotion, posture and p

Pretty Masks by Sunnydsgirl, literature

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Pretty Masks

Hiding behind the mask, what do you fear of showing? Hiding behind strength, you just pretend to have? Because inside, your shaking and hurt? Or an ego that seems too big for your head, When really, you seem to hate yourself. Hiding behind the mask, what are you afraid of showing? That you're really shy outside, but a wild child in? Or that you're the opposite, crazy on the outside, But hating it in the inside. Wishing someone would just figure out, What you're hiding behind that false face. But can they? Are you stronger then you look? Or weaker then they tell? Are you actually a scientist? Or a fighter from hell? Instead of

Wanted to write something... by Sunnydsgirl, literature

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Wanted to write something...

Felt like writing a poem about the bees , happiness untold. Felt like thinking of a masterpiece, of God's huge world. Wanted to write something fantastic, something helpful and nice. And have a bit of praise here, to make me feel good. But when you think about it, about those reasons, About getting inspiration from God's creations, you think about it seriously, And take some time for thought, and end up thinking about, How if Father never made these things, you'd never have a subject. And since you'd never have a subject, nor a memory to own, You'd never write that poem, or story being told. And SINCE you'd never write, that story

Pets by Sunnydsgirl, literature

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Pets

There are tiny angels outside my window, today. They sing an they flutter around. See, my guardian angle's next to me, today. Smiling at these creature's sound. I have a mini protector following me today He prowls and follows me along See, my guardian angle's next to me, today Grinning at this black hunter all along. A have a little friend bouncing around me today, Bouncing and running all about. See, my guardian angel is next to me, today. And he's not about to cast this one out. I've got a petite swimmer splashing next to me, today. Wiggling through the clear water in a frantic. See, my guardian angel is next to me, today. C

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Sky's going by real fast, babe by Sunnydsgirl, literature

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TF: Fall of Light Ch.1 by TaintedTamer, literature

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TF: Fall of Light Ch.1

Sunlight streamed down through the trees, casting strange shadows and figures onto the ground as a young teen around 16 walked alone. His dark blue eyes were narrowed faintly, and his expression blank as he walked along the side of the road. The road was silent – not many cars came through the forest anymore after the highway was finished. The only sound that filled the air was the chattering and singing of birds. The teen stopped, shifting the weight of his large backpack before continuing on. His black hair seemed to spike back naturally, and his attempts to mold it into his own style had failed time and time again until he had final

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Artist // Hobbyist // Traditional Art

July 13
United States
Deviant for 15 years
She / Her

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Getting there...

Current Residence: Pa
Favourite genre of music: Pop, rock, christian
Favourite style of art: photography,pastels
MP3 player of choice: MP3
Favourite cartoon character: Jazz
Personal Quote: A reason and season for everything

Favourite Visual Artist

God

Favourite Movies

star wars, transformers

Favourite TV Shows

Dexter Transformers Untold stories of the ER

Favourite Writers

God

Favourite Gaming Platform

Wii

Tools of the Trade

Camera and a good imagination. Fingers help too

Other Interests

reading,computer, dancing, microbiology, science

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Sunnydsgirl

Jul 17, 2014

New Person

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looked over this account recently and my heart ached for this little girl who felt so broken, without backbone, being swayed by every little thing that came her way. This somewhat pathetic fifteen year old who finally had enough of the world on her shoulders and was slowly corroding away. When in actually, she was just being molded into someone able to handle anything. I turned twenty on Sunday. Five year ago this account happened. A place of poems of heartache and despair. I’m here to tell anyone who reads them, that I am not her. That life indeed gets better, magnificent and utterly wonderful with time even at sometimes it doesn&#821

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Sunnydsgirl

Mar 4, 2011

Oooooo

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Bang bang, oops.

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Sunnydsgirl

Jul 9, 2010

Words

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Hate, pain, hurt, worse, fall, deep, men, guys, idiots, forever, love at first sight, Remember from a nightmare, you said it was silly, guess it wasn't if it happened huh? Just don't die, that's one nightmare I always fear. I'm not sure if I'm up to trusting anyone like I trusted him. I bared my soul, and I got stabbed for being what I felt like an experiment. I wish I could take back what I gave, I wish I could give back what I gave him. Body, mind, soul, emotions. I've got love to spare for maybe anybody, but the time to make that strong, along with the toil, tears, pain,all for it to end like this, just hurts. Here comes another hole. Here